I was three days old when I started the first stage of my journey to become a professional psychic. The first step of that stage was taken by someone else who was unwittingly acting upon my behalf. This was the person who had left me at a railway station. That first step resulted in me living an institutional life for 18 years. By the time I reached that age I was unaware of what growing up in a happy and caring environment where I was wanted and loved, was like.
In hindsight I can see now that it was these actions of abandonment and rejection and their resulting consequences that gave me the ability to see into people’s eyes and understand what their life had been like. As a child and well into adulthood I didn’t understand nor recognise the gift that had been given to me at such a tender age.
Understandably so, I spent a lot of my time as an adult trying to discover who my parents were so I could gain some form of understanding as to who I was. I also had a steep learning curve with regard to interacting within a family unit, something that prepares all children for life and which had been denied to me and all those like me. I also had to deal with the unrelenting question “what did I do so wrong?” that had resulted in my mother and father not wanting to take responsibility for and bring up their own daughter. It was during this time that I came to understand that for every tragedy or loss we endure or heartbreak we experience, we receive a gift from Spirit. This gift is Spirit taking our hand and leading us to where we need to be. This gift comes in many forms and for me it was that it was my mother’s actions all those years ago that enabled me to trigger my abilities and then accepted and embraced what I now know to be my psychic abilities.
At a funeral in 2000 I unknowingly met my father. We connected beyond a normal relationship of friends or acquaintances; I knew he was my father. This was where my psychic abilities heightened and drew me into his life. I spent the last nine years of my father’s life developing an eternal relationship which all came to an abrupt end in 2010 when he sadly took his own life. I also found my mother who still doesn’t want to know me, nor her grandchildren, and that is fine with me because I recognise the part she played all those year ago in getting me to where I needed to be, which is here, I am home and at one with myself and Spirit, what more could I ask for?
My love of music also played a major role in my evolution as a human being. It led me to working with the gift of 528Hz a frequency that heals through the DNA. Music is an important vibrational energy healing tool that vibrational level it can work wonders. Making music and cementing its purpose with lyrics that can change the workings of the mind at a subliminal level. An example of this is The Rolling Stones – Satisfaction, which from the time it was released raised the question of Satisfaction by emitting on the vibrational levels the question “Am I satisfied?”
I hope me sharing this very personal experience with you can enable some of you to recognise that irrespective of whatever life throws at us, that by connecting to the Spirit and aspects of self that lies within, we have the ability to turn its hardship around and benefit from it. I know both working as a professional psychic and qualified complementary health therapist that Spirit has an endless capacity to help us heal ourselves. It is up to us as individuals to decide whether we wish to accept this help or not.
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